never ever

a few questions that i need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
i need to know what i've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
was it that i never paid enough attention?
or did i not give enough affection
not only will your answers keep me sane
but i'll know never to make the same mistake again
you can tell me to my face
or even on the phone
you can write it in a letter
either way i have to know
did i never treat you right?
did i always start the fight?
either way i'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my question i have to find

my heads spinning
boy, i'm in a daze
i feel isolated
don't want to communicate
i'll take a shower i will scour
i will rub
find a piece of mind
to have be mine
i'm woman's own yeah
placing vocabulary runs right through me,
the alphabet runs right from a to z
conversation, hesitations in my mind
you got my conscience asking questions that i cant find
i'm not crazy, i'm sure i've done nothing wrong
no i'm just waiting, because i've heard that this feeling won't last that long

never ever, have i ever felt so low?
when are you going to take me out of this black hole?
never ever, have i ever felt so sad?
the way i'm feeling, yeah, you've got me feeling really bad
never ever, have i had to find?
i've had to think of a way to find my own piece of mind
never, ever had my conscience to fight
the way i'm feeling, yeah it just doesn't feel right

never ever, have i ever felt so low?
when are you going to take me out of this black hole?
never ever, have i ever felt so sad?
the way i'm feeling, yeah, you've got me feeling really bad
never ever, have i had to find?
i've had to think of a way to find my own piece of mind
never, ever had my conscience to fight
the way i'm feeling, yeah it just doesn't feel right


i'll keep searching, deep within my soul
for the answers, don't want to hurt no more
i need peace got to feel at ease
need to be freed from pain
going insane, my heart aches yeah
some times vocabulary runs to my head
the alphabet runs right from a to z
conversation, hesitations in my mind
you got my conscience asking questions that i cant find
i'm not crazy, i'm sure i've done nothing wrong
now i'm just waiting, because i've heard that this feeling won't last that long

never ever, have i ever felt so low?
when are you going to take me out of this black hole?
never ever, have i ever felt so sad?
the way i'm feeling, yeah, you've got me feeling really bad
never ever, have i had to find?
i've had to think of a way to find my own piece of mind
never, ever had my conscience to fight
the way i'm feeling, yeah it just doesn't feel right

never ever, have i ever felt so low?
when are you going to take me out of this black hole?
never ever, have i ever felt so sad?