Alone rather than image one

   I am always be one guy in alone, stay alone, take food alone, and and sleep alone, so as the semester finished, I was more and more have the bad dreams. I often dreamed that I was be left in a corner and stay by myself. I was hungry and full of fear. Fear that one day I am going to be loose or other thing else. Now I was really dissappointed. It really does thatthe old word said when you are young, you did not try your best, when you are older time, you will be fear and with nothing. I have already been a junior student. I have already past three years of my university life. I was so bad but nothing will happen. When i was first year, I always hate everything, but I think the most I lose that I lack the power, I lack the power from the outside world, i always live by myself. So I was surrendered in my own human nature. In the other word, i lose the power to go forwards. That is the really done of my life. Ai. All these not better than that what you really got.