Back to my ever life

 怎么办？我想我是快要疯掉了？怎么可以一直相信了，明明都知道那并不是自己想要的啊，可是还是要想着~

i  think that i will fail if i still insist on that  belief .

 i can forget ,but i can not do that ,do i put it into my heart ?i feel very sad ,and i  do  not know how _how to do from  now on .

Can you   understand my mind ?Can you make me feel happy ?Can  you forget me ? Can you stop  caring about me ?Can you let me back to my ever life ？

I always  know what i must  learn,but i fail completely  this time .

   I should not disturb your  simble life ,it's me who make  us  trap  into  a hard  condition . i  have little  courage to go on my road .

i  sweared   ever  that  i can't   step into the place ,however ,i  go into it,and i never can  stand  the complex feelings in it .

  Let it  what it  will be !i only can pray in my mind everyday,i don't  want to hurt others,never  have this idea.