故事里的事
The things in the story
故事里的人
The people in the story
生活总是由
Life is always made up of
各种各样的故事拼凑
All kinds of stories put together
我一直漂泊，永远在路上
I have been drifting, always on the road
生活的精彩在于未知性
The beauty of life is its unpredictability
那些出现在我身边的人和事
The people and things around me
所有的遇见，皆为美好
All encouters are beautiful
“今天他卖了一件最心爱的东西，得到了一份最重要的责任。”与他对坐的女人和我说道。
'Today he sold one of the most valuable things for him, from that moment he should take more responsibility for what happened.' - Said the woman sitting next to him.
昨夜，店里不是很多的客人。其中有一男一女，男人在一个人差不多喝的了一打啤酒后，邀我过去和他坐。
There were not many customers in the bar last night. One of them, a man and a woman, they invited me to come and sit with them. After finishing several beers the man said to me :
“老板，请过来坐一坐，想和您聊聊天。”客人如果礼貌邀请，我一般都会乐于接受。当然店里绝大数的顾客都是极其有素质的。
'Boss, please come and sit with us. I want to have a chat with you.' I'm always happy to accept a polite invitation from a guest. Of course, the vast majority of customers in the bar are extremely polite.
男人开始说起他今天和过去三十年的经历。
The man began to talk about his experience of this day and of the past 30 years.
“没想到过了三十年，还是回到了原点。熟悉的人，熟悉的味道，熟悉的环境。像是一个注定的轮回。”
'I didn't expect to come back to the start point, like 30 years ago. The same people, same smells, same surrounding. It's like a vicious cycle.'
他是从事五金行业的，在90年代的鼎盛时期，挣了很多钱，于是人也开始膨胀，涉足了各种行业，房子，车子和圈子都逐一的升级，就在前些年，还买了一辆路虎揽胜，可是无一例外，所有涉足的生意全都失败了，于是，几年前，他再次回到了那个曾经让他发家致富的行业，并在昨天，将他心爱的车子，卖了。“一百多万的车子，十几万就卖了”女人帮着补充道。
He was engaged in the hardware industry, its heyday in the 90s. He made a lot of money, so they began to swell, dabbled in various industries. Life changed with upgrading in all areas. Several years ago he bought a range rover. But soon all new businesses failed, so a few years ago, he went back to the once let him get rich industry. And yesterday his beloved car was sold. 'He bought this car for more than one million yuan, and now sold just a bit more than one hundred thousand' - the woman added.
“没有人买了车是为了想卖了对吧，算是一种不舍的牵强，所以我在卖的时候故意提高了一万块，但买家也砍了价，最后砍了两千块的价，成交了。”他说看着车被人开走，他在背后看着，心里百感交集。他发了一个朋友圈，但并没有告诉我内容。
'Noone's buying a car to sell it, right? It is a kind of strained unwillingness. So I deliberately raised the price on 10,000 yuan more, but the buyer cut the price. He said he had mixed feelings watching the car being driven away from him. He posted about that in his WeChat moments, but did not tell me the content.
“你是永远无法体会那种感觉的，永远无法体会。”他一直对我重复这句话，无数次。
'You'll never know that feeling. You'll never know it.' He kept repeating that to me, countless times.
“是的，没有人可以体会你感觉，只有你自己。”我回答道。
'Yes, no one can feel what you feel, only you.' - I replied.
我和他说了一个故事，关于古稀之年的褚时健再次创业来宽慰他，但我清楚他根本不需要宽慰，他需要的是认同，认同他现在很悲伤，很迷惘，需要情感的宣泄，于是我任由他天南地北的毫无边际的说着，我一边听，一边表示赞同。
I told him a story about ChuShiJian entrepreneurship to make him feel better, but I knew he didn't need it now, he needed an empathy, needed feel all sadness, confusion and anger, so I let him. I was just listening to, agreeing with all he said.
他和我说了，他做过很多行业，其中也开过酒吧。于是，开始在手机里给我翻出他酒吧的曾经的样子。我其实，几年前恰好也去过那间店，他不停地给我展示他店里原先出品的精致的蛋糕，环境的设计寓意。说起酒吧，他接着给我说了一个关于他去酒吧的故事。
He told me that he had done a lot of things, including running a bar. So, he showed me some pictures in his phone. I actually have been to his bar before. He kept showing me his original cakes, the design of the environment. Speaking about the bars, he went on to tell me a story that happened once to him.
“有一次，我心情很糟，于是去了一间酒吧。去到后，我坐在吧台。调酒师，看了我，什么也没有说，给我调了一杯酒，然后提给我并告诉我:喝了它，就回家去吧。我没有想到那杯酒正是我心里想要的，完全符合我的心情，那种感觉无法言状，但让我感动了，抵消了心里很多的莫名情绪。”
'Once I was in a bad mood and went to a bar. I was sitting at the bar. The bartender looked at me without saying anything. He mixed a drink, then offered it to me and told me to drink and go home. I didn't realize that the glass of that drink was exactly what I wanted, exactly how I felt. The feeling was indescribable, but it moved me and offset a lot of the inexplicable emotions in my heart.'
听完后，我立即说。“其实，不怕你不喜欢或者是冒犯，这只是调酒师的诡计，其实，当时无论他给你什么喝，一杯水，一杯饮料，任何酒，都符合你的心境。因为你在等一个认同，等一个自我的解释和宽慰。”
After listening, I said immediately. 'Sorry if you won't like what I'll say, but it's just a trick of the bartender. In fact, whatever he gave you to drink at that time, a glass of water, any kind of drinks, any kind of alcohol, would suit your mood. Because you're waiting for an approval, for an explanation and relief.'
他回答道“是的，其实我发朋友圈，包括和你说话，也是这样的目的。其实，也只有我自己清楚所有的一切。”
He replied: 'Yes, that's what I do when I post on my wechat moments, including talking to you. In fact, I am the only one who knows all answers.'
末了，女人在趁着男人去洗手间的间隙对我说“他明天还有更大的责任在等着他，他没有机会了。你知道他现在多少岁了吗？”我礼貌地说了我的猜测。她继续说着“他没有机会了……。”
Finally, the woman took advantage of the man's bathroom break to tell me, 'he has a bigger responsibility tomorrow. He won't have a chance. Do you know how old he is now?' I politely gave my guess. She continued, 'he has no chance... .'
接下来，我们聊了一些愉快的话题，一直快到凌晨三点。不过，我已经明显感觉到他已经思维混乱，不断重复话语，也缺乏各种逻辑。
Then we had some pleasant conversations till three o 'clock in the morning. But it was clear to me that he was confused, his talking repetitive with not to much logic.
我脑海里一直记得，他对我重复最多的话“明天，我真的不知道要做什么，到了工厂，我到底要做什么，该有什么样的事在等着我，以后的人生要怎么走……”
I always remember in my mind, he repeated to me: 'tomorrow, I really do not know what to do to the factory, what I am gonna do? What kind of things are waiting for me? What to do with my life......'
而我只能宽慰地说“你知道的，只有你自己知道，明天一定会到来，你也一定要面对，你也必然知道要怎么做。没有任何人可以评价你，他们没有资格，也不用在意，最重要的是，你如何看待自己，认可自己，接纳自己。”
And I could only say with relief: ' Only you know, you must wake up tomorrow, you must face it, you must to know what to do. Noone can judge you. Noone has this right. Noone really care'.
说实话，我知道，我所说的都是无力的言语。他不会记得，与他，我只不过是一个倾诉的对象，可以是任何人。他不要别人的声音，他需要的是听见自己的声音。
To tell the truth, I know, what I said is nothing to him. He will not remember, anyone could be instead of me that night. He didn't want other peoples' voices. He needed to hear his own.
任何时代，人体都会被时代的潮流裹挟，没有情愿或者不情愿，这是必然。个人在庞然的社会里，如沧海一粟，可每一个个体的背后都有他的小社会，里边有真正的人情冷暖，有温度，有生发，有那些在乎他的人。只愿那些人在不论起起落落总有真情相伴，总有自己的声音的回响。
In any era, the human body will be bounded by the trend of The Times, willing or unwilling, this is inevitable. Individual in the vast society as a drop in the ocean. But behind each individual has his small society, inside there are real human warmth, life energy and those who care about him. Just want those people in regardless of the ups and downs always have true feelings accompanied, always have their own voice echo.
哈里.尼尔森在歌里说过“每个人都在对我说话，于是，我听不见我思考的回音。”
Harry Nilsson once said in the song: 'Everyone is talking to me, so I can't hear the echo of my thoughts.'
我是杨江勇，云南大理人。
I am Yang JiangYong, I grew up in Dali, YunNan Province.
偶然路过花都这座小城，开了一间叫《海棠》的小酒馆和书吧。每月我还会写四个故事，《邂逅：故事》系列是那些出现在我身边的人和事，也会有我自己的经历。用自己仅有的一两文字，去细心书写。
Several years ago i was passing by the Huadu by chance , then i stayed and opened this free bookshop ,art space and lounge bar called 'Haitang'. I also write four articles a month, and real stories about people i met,.
所有遇见，皆为美好。
All encounters are beautiful.
哪天你会出现在我的故事里？
When will you be in my story?
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