I was an orphan, perhaps a result of a preference for sons, perhaps a product of a man's love and an inability to be responsible.
He took me home.
That year he came back from the countryside, and he saw me at the station dump, a pretty, quiet little baby girl, surrounded by many people, and he came forward, and the girl smiled at him.
He gave me a home and gave me a beautiful name, tao. Then he said, I laughed, and I was worthy of the death of my heart.
Zhe wild life extremely mournfulness, his parents were returning scholars, but did not escape the cultural catastrophe, both grandparents in anger, zhe wild nature are not immune, sent to the countryside, and longtime girlfriend parted. He was all alone, and he picked me up at the age of 35.
I call him uncle.
Childhood doesn't have much unhappiness in my memory. Just one thing.
When I was at school, there were a few mischievous male classmates calling me 'wild species', and I went home crying and told zhe wild. The next day, he picked me up from school and asked the boys who said she was wild. The little boy can't make any noise when he sees the big, big and big zhe, and he sneers: the next time he says that, let me hear it, I'll beat him! Someone whine, she is not you born, is wild type. He took my hand and laughed: but I was more precious than my own daughter. Do not believe which stand to show me, whose clothes have her beauty? Whose shoe bag is better than hers? She drinks milk and bread every morning. What do you eat? The children were suddenly discouraged.
Since then, no one has called me a wild animal. When I was older, I always laughed.
My life is much luckier than the average orphan.
My favorite place is the study. The room full of books, the bright big window is the desk of the zhe wild, the time of the sun, he is focused on the work of the xuan of a picture of a backlight. I always look for books by myself, and I find them in ** *. After a while, zhe will look back at me and his smile is more sunny than the winter window. When I was tired, I lay on his shoulder and watched him write.
He smiled: grow up also do I this row?
I left my mouth: not, suntan, dirty and dirty.
Ah, I forgot to say that zhe is a construction engineer. But it doesn't hurt his appearance at all. He was always neat and elegant.
On and off, it's not that no woman wants to enter the life of zhe.
When I was eight years old, zhe almost got married to a woman. That woman is a teacher, smart and pretty. I don't know why I don't like her, I always think that the smile on her face is on the top of it, zhe is in, she is smiling sweetly and gently to me, but not, that smile is not a magic trick. I'm afraid of her. One day I was reading picture books on the balcony and she asked me: what about your parents? Never come to see you once? I stayed. I looked at her and didn't know what to say. She tutted twice, and said, this boy, silly, no wonder they don't want you. When I was shocked, suddenly he came up to me and took my hand without saying anything and went back to the room.
In the evening I was alone in the quilt crying. He walked in and said, 'I'm not afraid.
Then I stopped seeing the woman and came to our house.
Later I heard the good friend qiu of zhe not ask him, how to be good and scattered again? 'the woman's heart is not right,' said Mr. Zhe. 'she will not have a good day.' 'you still can't forget ye LAN,' he said. Eight years old I remember this name firmly. When I was older, I knew that ye LAN was zhe's girlfriend.
We've always been together. Zhe handles everything well, including a healthy and healthy adolescence.
After I was admitted to university, I stayed away from home because my school was far away from home.
He sometimes asks me: do you have a boyfriend? I always laugh and keep silent. There are several outstanding boys in the school who like to revolve around me, but I can't see eye to eye: a is tall and handsome, but with third-rate results. B good work, good eloquence, but very ordinary appearance; He is good looking, but he is a man of character.
I seldom speak to male classmates. In my eyes, they are all naive and superficial, before the people can not have time to want to show the best side, too trace, the loss of sedate.
On his twentieth birthday, he gave me a ruby ring. This kind of piece of jewelry, zhe has already started to help me buy, his saying is: the girl is big, need to have a few decent things to decorate. After dinner, he walked me to the mall. I like what I like.
After returning to school, I found that my classmates liked to talk about me behind my back. I don't care either. Because of my life, I have been used to talking about it. Until one day a good schoolgirl held me in private: they said you had a boyfriend who was so much older than you? I'm puzzled: who said that? It is said that several people saw you, and you went to the mall with him. Say you no wonder these poor boy, originally be a side of kong fang brother! I thought for a moment, my face turned red, and later laughed: they misunderstood.
I didn't explain. Sit quietly reading a book, the heat of the face not to fade.
Go home at the weekend and do the cleaning. Zhe's room is clean, and he often wears a sweater on the edge of the bed. That is a rice brown, the bottle neck, buy the time originally to look at the grey chicken heart, I picked this. Then he laughed and said, 'well, you're the one who thinks I'm old enough to make me look younger.'
I slowly folded the dress and smiled at the little things.
For the next few days I found that he was in a very good state of mind, walking with ease, and occasionally hearing some of his songs, a bit like when I was in college. I wonder.
On Friday I got a call from zhe, asking me to go home early and go out for dinner with him.
He shaved his beard and changed his clothes. I doubt: someone to introduce your girlfriend? Zhe laughed: I am old son, also talk about what girl friend, is your qiu uncle, still have one is also many years old friend, a moment you call her ye auntie.
I know. It must be yilan.
Zhe wild told me on the road, through Qiu Fei a while ago, he got in touch with each other and aspidistra, when her husband died a few years ago, this time to see, feel can also, if there is no accident, they are going to get married.
I don't have the heart to answer, gradually feel feet cold, slowly upward spread.
When I arrived at the hotel, I looked at yelan objectively. She was fat, but she was not puffy, and she still had an advantage over women of the same age. But she looks a lot older, standing with her.
She was very kind to me, very kind and loving to me.
When he came to the field, he asked me: what do you think of aunt ye? I said: you're all planning to get married, and of course I said yes.
I opened my eyes until early in the morning.
I went back to school and I was sick. Feverish, holding up the class, only feel the heavy weight, finally fell in the classroom.
I woke up and lay in the hospital, hanging a bottle, and zhe was sitting next to reading.
My tired smile: where am I? Zhe was nervous to touch my head: I woke up at last, the viral cold turned pneumonia, you child, always careless. I smile: to be sick, be careful what way?
He works in a hospital. Every time he wakes up from his lethargy, he immediately searches for his man, and he must see it immediately before he can be reassured. I heard him talking to ye LAN on the phone: I haven't been free these days. I'll contact you when she's ready. My sad smile, if I am sick, can let him obey me every day, then I can not be ill.
It took a week to get home. He put a *** on the door of my house and lay on it at night. I had a slight movement and he climbed up to visit.
I think of in my earlier, my little bed is in zhe wild room, I want to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, groping himself up, but zhe wild always heard, quickly to help me turn on the light, said yao yao be careful ah. I didn't sleep until I was in grade school.
Ye LAN bought a large bouquet of flowers and fruit to visit me. I thanked her politely. The food she cooked was delicious, but I couldn't eat it. I went back to my room early and lay down.
I have dreamed. I dream that zhe and ye LAN are married at last, they are all young, ye LAN is very beautiful in the white yarn, and I am such a big man is the role of flower girl. He smiled happily, but he did not look back at me, and I clearly smelled the lily of the bridal bouquet... I sat up and woke up. For a moment he lay back again, his eyes closed with despair.
In the dark I heard jero come in, and the little light at the end of the bed opened. He sighs: what dream do you have? It's crying so much. I pretend to sleep, but tears are like a dripping tap, dripping down the corners of my eyes. Zhe's warm fingers made the tears again and again, but couldn't stop.
The disease lingered for a dozen days. When I recovered, I lost a big circle to zhe and I. 'Come home,' he said. 'there are so many people in the school dormitory and the air is not good.
He drives me on a motorcycle every day.
His face was on his back, and his heart was always sad.
She never came to our house again. After a long and long time, I was sure that ye LAN was the same as the woman teacher.
I graduated successfully and took office.
I am happy, peaceful and live, there is no distractions, just me and zhe. Since I can't say anything, it's good to maintain the status quo.
But heaven refused to give me such lasting happiness.
Zhe wild dizzy arrive on the site. The doctor diagnosed is terminal cancer. I pain in policy, but I still know very calm asked the doctor, how many days? The doctor said: a year, maybe longer.
I take zhe wild home. He doesn't lie in bed, I go to work during the day, please an hour care, noon and night, by myself to take care of him.
Zhe wild smiled and said, see, I dragged down, was supposed to be out on a date with her boyfriend?
I also smile: boyfriend? That's not the long march just aimlessly.
Every day after dinner, I and zhe wild go out for a walk. I took his arm. Get rid of thin than in the past, he is still tall lightness, in the eyes of outsiders, this is not a picture tianlun figure, only I, can see the cruel reality under the beautiful appearance. I awake of sadness, I clearly see me and zhe wild last days in quickly disappear.
Zhe wild calm life as usual. Reading, design drawings. A maid said, every day he has most of the time is long in the study.
I like to study more and more. Always each bubble is a cup of tea after a meal, and zhe wild sat, chess, play a game of poker. Then help zhe wild finishing his information. He has a pile of things don't I still rules. I am curious. Finally one day while he was not peep.
It is thick, several big diary.
Lines 'killings has two front teeth, go off work to go to pick her up, shaking up to me.'
'Yao yao tenth birthday, wishing to zhe wild uncle forever young. Lines, small killings, she really is the flower of my life as a lonely inst.'
'Lines to send killings go to uni today, she everything myself first, I just surprised feel she has grown into a beautiful girl, and I, are old. Hope her life don't like me alone.'
Meet 'Qiu Fei tell me aspidistra status, however, is not as imagination I proceed accordingly. Her old many, although young elegant hasn't changed. Not conceal her I still remaining.'
Lines 'killings pneumonia. Kept calling my name in the coma, woke up but will only tears for me. I was shocked. I have never thought to marry aspidistra such a big influence on her.'
'Send yao yao come back to school, think back cold loos, take off clothes to examine, discovered wet. A very large Alas, the child.'
'The doctor declared me life still remain a year. I fear, lines but killings, she is my one big thing. When I die, how to make her happy and healthy life, is my priority.' ...
I hold a diary book, tears to drop down the rusting. It turned out that he knew, originally he is know.
In a few days, the book was gone. I know zhe wild already dealt with. He didn't want to I know he knows my heart, but he didn't know that I already know.
Zhe wild is the second year of spring. Deathbed, he shook my hand and said, wanted to put your hand into a good boy hands and watched his help you put a ring on it to go, too late.
I smile. He forgot, I ring, at the age of twenty he bought for me.
Desk drawer with his letter, short a few words: yao yao, I went to, can want to me, but not always, give attention to me can you serene and peaceful life, is the biggest comfort to me. Uncle.
I didn't cry very dark.
I woke up at midnight, I seem to hear, 'he said yao yao be careful ah.
At the time of the study already, I in the cabinet in the corner and found a dusty POTS, very simple fun, I take it out, wash clean, spent, decorations on it what also have no, only four words of ou: jun was born I was not born, I was born gentleman already old. Hate not born at the same time, every day with you.
By this time, my tears, just under the unscrupulous surge.
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