月札——《如逝如歌》之二

 一

 

                                   时针指向十二点半

                                   没有什么不放心的

                                   在梦与梦之间就像在城市与城市之间

                                   我们醒来就像流浪者

 

                                                               二

 

                                   一扇可以偷看魔鬼的窗户

                                   一个古瓷瓶，粘合并打碎

                                   沉船的笑镀以重重盐渍

                                   藓苔如此鲜艳是她的假寐

 

                                                               三

 

                                   窥头于牖窥头于蓓蕾之隙

                                   篡改蚁群之路所以日食发生

                                   正午的电话使人风化的一瞥

                                   从头数肚脐眼里的生涯

                                   丰满的少女如独头蒜

 

                                                               四

 

                                   石头的行列永无尽头

                                   ……如果潮汐不死

                                   如果海拒绝转世为火……

                                   风从纸上刮走字迹

                                   我们对面而立

                                   月亮——磁场里一粒铁砂

 

                                                               五

 

                                   缄默：我的三朵旋绕的乌云

                                   直到屠戮耗子的夜晚降临

                                   掌中之球，推着它转动

                                   一片片海叠成一册书

                                   一个傻子开始写历史

 

                                                               六

 

                                   站牌伸延在我们的宿命里

                                   烟囱、电线、第三个音符是痴騃的笑

                                   夜之归来，那一只白手

                                   海蜇似的、搌布似的一吻

                                   你想用一粒石子唤醒一个湖

                                   不属于我们的某片树阴

 

                                                               七

 

                                   两条路就足以绊死一切

                                   两只鞋，从星期五讲起

                                   喷嚏般的咆哮面对舞台

                                   没有船的桨、没有枪的海明威

                                   而云依旧来这儿吸水

                                   上帝就像一架老风车

                                   有歌流过——是掷骰子的人么

 

                                                               八

 

                                   早晨醒来的不只是夜

                                   还有你。你睁开双眼

                                   像小鸡啄破蛋壳

                                   而屋顶像盘桓的鹰

                                   鹰的盘桓像电扇旋转

                                   ……母腹里的你呢

                                   伸伸胳膊、伸伸腿

                                   把海水吹成一串气泡

 

                                                               九

 

                                   神女在银河洗她的铠甲

                                   汗漫如星，暖暖降临人间

                                   街上的人都蒙着面罩

                                   你是富者！快藏起你破漏的行囊

                                   她绕过你飞快似一弯新月

 

                                                               十

 

                                   头痛是纤美的长统靴在踢

                                   头痛是撑开的蓝色遮阳伞

                                   一条没有刺的鱼、一只螺旋形的耳朵

                                   丁香在我怀中温柔了你

                                   永无结局的电子游戏

                                   起风之后

 

                                                               十一

 

                                   没有一朵云是洁净的

                                   从尘土到尘土，一个冰冷的梦

                                   缢死者挣扎好似青蛙

                                   向日葵向天空喷吐籽粒

                                   我是一根困了的老木头，在秋天

                                   放飞一两张败叶，像儿时放风筝

 

                                                               十二

 

                                   逃散的雪用无言玩弄你

                                   四方奔来惊人之笔

                                   空中的骑士守着空中的城堡

                                   牛仔裤里的腿，旅游鞋里的袜子

                                   等等，等等，等等

                                   鹗号于庭说我牙疼

 

一九八七年九月